Visit to Gynae again and again and again.......

Will be making a trip down to Dr Chan's today (in fact every few days now) as he needs to know my Blood Pressure again, again, again and again....

Wonder if its good/ bad to be on hospitalization leave, miss out so much work and have to be confined at home without doing confinement haha....

Good things abt being on leave:
1. Can rest and rest and rest and rest (till I have insomnia at night... kehehe)
2. Preparing the stuff that bb needs before he arrives.
3. Surf the net like no one's biz.
4. Can try to forget abt hsework for a while (but then i worry too much.... end up doing more hsework and bp rises again... grrr... )
5. Fetch Gi and Kae everyday when the school bus is here!!! (Happy times are made of sharing an ice cream cone with them bought from 7-11, gg to playground for just 5 mins... arrrghhhh joys of motherhood!!)

Bad things abt being on leave:
- What will my boss think???
- What will my colleagues think??
- Will I be fired??!!!
- Worry abt $$$
- Imagination takes flight for the worse things in life.... eg: worry abt bb's weight every week, worry abt hsehold chores, worry abt 2 gers spiritual and emotional growth, worry abt my mental state.
- Worries, Worries, Worries!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!