supper at TWG

after much insistence from my mother to celebrate her lunar birthday despite the fact that I'm really broke, we celebrated it at Sun with Moon @ Wheelock and followed by a supper @ TWG ION Orchard on Friday evening...

Total damage was huge. it means that I may have to fast for a few days...

anyway, here are some pics of the princesses enjoying their tea...

numb...

its amazing how i simply feel sometimes...

I just stone and dread sundays to come because we are just simply too poor to go out and also, have too many children to take care that we can't spend sunday proper.

Reasons:
1. Sundays are days which I finally get to sit down.. but as the ils are away also, the responsibility of taking care of the kids fall back on me.

2. even when we plan to go out, we just can't do so. too poor. with the man not having a job, we have no income. even going to the zoo is out of the thoughts.

3. the only day which the man has to do housework but will refuse to do.

my dream sunday is:

- i'll wake up in a garden full of posies,
- kids will wake in my arms with hugs and kisses
- breakfast (without us having to think of what to eat) will be served just after we wash up.
- we'll be running around in the park/ swimming together/going to some places of interest/ just walking around town with one another.

am i far away from this dream? it seems that it is really far... and that it's simply impossible.

sighzzz...i'm supposed to say i love sundays... but God i hate it.